16/4/07

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You must be wondering how come I'm so free these few days to blog. Those who cont going into my site despite my little updates. My blog's been dead for so long.

I didnt go to work today. Stayed at home..Did practically nth the whole day. A few ppl frm Beaver sms-ed and called me, wondering where I was. Just lied, saying I wasnt feeling well.

But because of my selfishness I disappointed the most important person to me in VE. Sigh he's not angry, but he's disappointed. Surprisingly, or not surprisingly, thats worse than having someone mad at you. But I'm going back tomorrow....Ppl need help tmr so yeah, I'll just go la..

Still duno how to be a good friend. I'm still learning........

Ah sianz. I want to go out n juz hav fun without any worries or pressure!! I'm stressed.

And school is starting soon. TP....Near office..where I can take refuge after sch ends....And home..where I can take refuge when work ends.....and Cine...where I can take refuge if home gets too f-ed up..

Hope 2 go out before my sch starts. Hu wants to go out wif me..

5/4/07

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I met Michael yesterday evening. I went to his class bbq. Not exactly class I guess, it was just his clique. It was strange haha because I didnt know anyone except him. We decided to be cheeky and bluff that we were tgt =P

But I had a good time. I didnt see Michael for so long anyway..After that we went to Cine to catch a movie. We ended up with Wild Hogs. I thought I wouldnt enjoy it, but it turned out to be hilarious. I had a good time.

I've been with Beaver ppl too much. I wasnt used walking ard Cine without them. For the past 3 months if I'm there, its always with them.

Ever since Mr Bryan went to army, I nv seemed to get to talk to him. At first when he came back from his first week away, he became super understanding, and the way he talked to me changed. He stopped yelling. I was elated by that change, but I went on to find out that it was short-lived -.-

But aiya. I never see him ard office anymore. Even if he is, I'm always away at that time, and I'm kind of thankful for that. Bad thinking but I kind of cant help it. I never was close to him anyway. So much for godbrother and sister bond. But he still cares for me la. I can tell that. He's responsible for me anyway. He promised my mom that much.

Dno wth I'm supposed to be doing now.

4/4/07

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How long has it been since I last updated?

Chris is almost hitting his car alr. haha..I hope its over soon. Its been wearing him out so much. But when his is over, mine will start :P

Havent been able to be with him much now. Since he's busy fighting for car. It took its toil on me last night. No wonder Mr Kit, our Senior SBGM, told me to understand Chris when he's fighting for car. I didnt understand till last night. But its also a test for us I guess. haha...It'll be over soon anyway. Work hard now, enjoy later.

Well...Have been progressing la but very slowly. I regret slacking in the past 2 mths! Waste of time..

Anyway I'm contemplating on getting Sony M600i, then after that change to N95. I duno, see how. Everyone seems to be upgrading!

Chris got O2 Zinc, Mr Bryan got N73, Kevin got Dopod 838 Pro, Karen got Samsung Ultra Thin 13.8 ... Zzzz.

Its also the impression you give ppl.

This Friday is Good Friday. Yeah, got holiday!

Beaver is going ice skating, then dinner then movie. So cool. But I'm skipping the skating part. I'm going to Dover to finish painting the house. Chris will be there too. Haha. He's currently staying there temporarily.

So when I get there, he'll probably be sleeping. I'm going to get him to help us too haha...Yea, cant wait.